Friday, January 14, 2005


carrots and apples are not my friends.
i might call them aquaintances.
today i tried to be nice.
and ate some.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Driving not going so well

So my drive seems to be broken... Ive been accomplishing things just not making a healthy diet and exercise a priority still. My big problem this week is staying up late... so far I have not slept in significantly but its only a matter of time before I snoose till 8:30 and end up very late for work.

New goal is 30 min of exercise in the mornings.. To get to work no later than 8:30 I think this would mean wake up at 7 AM, workout till 7:30 and then get to work by 8:30. My first day of trying this is tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005


I call it drive because that is what I seem to lack. I suggested to B that we bring lunch in at least once a week. He said bring just a salad. I said naww, have to have something more for lunch. He says I dont NEED to satsfy every craving, and feeling full is not important, I should just ignore my hunger.

Blah to him!

Drive is what I need to find inside.